After so long when I re read my post, I felt bad for the person who did that to me. no, not because she said so but because I couldn’t made her company well. I withdraw the post believing that the person will soon gain back to their initial level of respect but I was wrong, we live & die in anger and than we lose.
I have no means of grievance against any one. They’re doing it cause for the first time they felt things not going there way, But I should have shown some confidence, cause I’m not facing it for the first time. I, being straight forward put down the show and lost it.
I’m putting the post back in a belief that the person will understand the situation and get to know the real aspect of life. The real aspect of not to harm or to show disrespect or being living in dis-belief. It’s just to look for one another & live an exemplary life we see in each others. No one is born great, its our decision which makes us the one.
Whatever I am going to write today, is one of the inflexible tragedies that happened to me day before yesterday, before narrating anything, I would like to ask my audience to help me out on the following, sometime situations just come on us in such a way that they are hard to dealt with, but we have to respond to them, which is must in any case. I just like to know what could have been your action or reaction (if it is), if you would have ever, ever had been through, I am strictly saying, I am not in favor of any gender discrimination nor am doing so. It’s just am trying to get a better response for my set of beliefs that I have gone through.
Day 1:
This all started at a weekend when one of my friends ‘X’, invited me for dinner with another friend of mine ‘Y’, with whom I have had been in cold war for some time, and that is for a valid reason. This immediate friend of mine ‘Y’ gave me a very syntactical false name; she called me something which meant to be very disturbing and hurting. Being a social element, I have every right to bring somebody’s teeth out but that would have been a worst deal. Somehow, I managed to remain calm, and I didn’t react to her, as she was a lady. The very moment after we had our dinner, I returned her books which she offered me a few days back; because I didn’t feel it to keep the same with me as myself-respect doesn’t allowed me.
Few Days Back:
Fate has all possible combination to put on us, and it’s the time that determines our strength and weakness; when we’re into trouble no one goes with a helping hand rather slips back. Well, something wrong went with ‘X’; her father passes away, I was disturbed & mentally upset, simultaneously, something rude goes on my end too, I was distorted, and biased from both the sides. I had to take a stand & support the situation. Well circumstances got a bit better; I could manage to handle at my part, although not all but the maximum that I could, I did. Last evening, my friend ‘X’ asked me to deal in a professional & better way with ‘Y’. I thought, I must have committed something wrong, and I must admit it, with this thought I step ahead to confess for my rude behavior.
Present Day:
I started a conversation with ‘Y’ which ends up as one sided, she started with such thing which I could never imagine, and she scolded me for something, which is not even there. I tried explaining to her but she didn’t give me a chance to put myself in front. She kept slanging on me thorough out the talk, still I didn’t say a word. She raised certain nonsense question for which I had reply, I can’t jot down all questions as they have nuisance through them, so I’m avoiding them. But I’m putting down my replies which I gave to her,
The very first day when I saw you, I had the impression that i am talking to a person who is more in terms of intellectuality and it stays for last 5 minutes. But recently I just discovered that no I was wrong, the person to whom I was considering my pal, is no more than a social reformer, who has been badly deformed into something which I don’t know what to call.
Any ways, here go answers for all your questions,
1) I care for X, because she is friend to me, a true friend & her never brag about that to anyone.
2)She is not my girlfriend, but just a girl & a true friend.
3)She doesn’t pretend to be, she is so in nature, caring.
4)No body and I mean it NOBODY from us, neither me or X, say non-sense about you, rather she always scolds me for not talking to you mannerly.
5) Yes, this has been going for several months but in your head only, you perceive as you want it to be.
6)None of us has mania about anything, except you, which I can sense.
7)Lastly, I came here today to tell you, to share with you, why I couldn’t reply to your messages in last few days, but you didn’t gave me a chance to speak.
Well, just in end, every person has personal life, and they are responsible for them I’m sure you’re, similarly I am too, if you can recall!
What has been happening to me in last 1 month, did you note that? No you call yourself DAEMON FRIEND! Do hell with such friends, I’m not done yet, but it’s worthless to tell you anything, cause for you things are just granted not for us.
And yeah, she is not chipkali or something; she is X, a very good friend of mine.
With the above I closed the talk. finally something appeared on my screen, which made me worse on her. The final word, which I could see on my screen was, BASTARD. So folks, what should I do to this lady? How should I deal with her? I can’t make myself comfortable, because I feel, she insulted me, and she hurt my self-ego, even if my parents are not with me!
